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Tuesday, April 7

Y did I allow myself in when I jolly well knows that most probably isnt going to turn out good? A friend said I've got no confidence but then it's not just me, but also the environment that We live in. Temptations r everywhere, can u gurantee that one won't be taken in? None of us can give a definite answer.

Another friend, Mr P was in this situation and it never went past 3months. The girl gave up eventually. I feel that mine case will also end up like this, with most probably me giving up.. but it will be a very heartbreakin end.. I jumped into the deep sea without barely knowing how to swim.. who will save me if i ever drown one day? I bet people will be saying "u asked for it".

N again, dreading to go work. Its getting kinda unbearable to stay on there.. working hrs is really telok and the ppl there.. omg, cant they just keep their mouth shut n bother abt ur own life? Everyday been listerning to them bad mouthing each other really makes me sick in e mind.. arghh!!!

when can then life be a smooth sailing path...
Yours Turly, Niko 3:55 PM ♥