& Never ever ... ... ♥

Wednesday, December 10

Finally, I think Im ready to blog again and update about my happenings.

As some of u had already know, me and Alan had broke up for like 1week plus already. It was a mutual decison to split cos both of us just wouldnt want to give in any bit. I guess, its a good move infact. Why struggle to stay on when it's obviously we're in a unhealthy relationship. Though it really hurts to say Goodbye, but I believe its better now than too later...

I was very soft hearten when U smsed me that U regretted and wanted to give it another try but so sorry, I had already decided to give up for good when on 01st dec, while I was at my colleague's party, U actually told me to be home by 11pm. It was then that I knew, I couldnt continue or even spend my life living with someone like you. In short, our personalities and expectations is too much of a difference.

ANd surprisingly, I did not shed any tears for you this time. I think my heart is too numb already. I wont ever think of the moments we had together and I wont miss you even a single bit. Goodbye for good, Mr ALan.
Yours Turly, Niko 1:20 AM ♥