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Wednesday, December 17

Alot of thoughts have been running through my mind ever since Sat.

My dear friends, sorry to make you guys worried but hope u all will understand one thing, no matter what I have done or going to do... Im old enough to bear all responsibilities myself. After my 1year8mths r/s with Alan, I guess I have somehow managed to find a way to live more happily. Whether how long it's going to be, just enjoy the moments together.

I hope, if ever one day I got a boyfriend or like someone that u all disagree with, please still respect my decision no matter how. I know you guys really care. Appreciate that loads =)

And Mr M,

Please dont harbour any more thoughts on me please. I ain't that good as u think I am.U really deserve someone way better than me. I cant be the good gf that U wish to have nor am I ready to get into a relationship yet. For the past 2weeks, if it wasnt for you, I know I wont be able to forget "him" like that. U gave me all the laughters n smiles which I thought I wouldnt have. I like you alot alot but at the end of the day, my feelings for you is just plain friendship kind. I hope you'll understand.



Super sensitive n moody mode on again. sighs
Yours Turly, Niko 2:11 AM ♥