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Monday, October 13

Was very amazed by my short conversation with a certain Miss J few minutes ago.

Miss J was one of the few girlfriends that I have and also certainly 1 that I thought was a part of my life though we seldom hang out nowadays.

Miss J is also an oct baby, like me. Our bday is only 2DAYS apart and we always celebrate it together with e rest of our gfs, well maybe untill like last yr.

Back to the main topic, I smsed her TODAY asking would she be free on 17th(my acutal birthdate). No reply, nvm =)

Then she initial a msn conversation when I was online and asked the following -i dont know what to say- question

1. U birthday over le right?
2. I just recall ur bday is near mine, 10th right?
3. U celebrated ur bday le mah?

The moment I see these, I really wanted to use the F word on her. What kind of friend r you to think that my bday is over and yet not even a single sms from you? No present nvm, but not even a birthday wish?? Dont tell me that U have forgotten, I dont and wont believe it. It all says how much U value our friendship.

On ur celebration 2days ago, I actually went down despite having to wake up early the following day. Now I think Im stupid and is a waste to my time. People like you certainly dont deserve to be called TRUE FRIENDS. Moreover, we have different lifestyle and also thinking now. I dont agree with the way u live ur life and having losing a friend like you doesnt matters anymore.

I dont need a multitude of friends, just a few great ones to stand by will do =)
Yours Turly, Niko 4:19 PM ♥