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Thursday, October 23

Still wide awake now at 4.16am.

I hate it when Im alone, doing nothing and having no one to talk to at this hour. It really makes me so "quiet" that im literally in a depressed mode now, having all the negative thoughts in me.

A sudden realisation hits me and I felt so much a failure now. Be it in studies, work, relationship or family. I was lazy in the past n always thought that a certificate isnt important at all. Now I know what difference it makes... and just when I wanna start over again, I was forced to take another path.. cos I had no choice but to go like that.

ARgh, how I wish I had another chance. I wouldnt be like before.

Yours Turly, Niko 4:11 AM ♥