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Sunday, September 21

Ever since 1st sept started, nothing seems to be right for me. It's been really very eventful(or shld I say SUAY) weeks.

And to add on to my burden, I got myself into a serious case as told by the Dm(Duty Manager) at work. It was my pure mistake, nothing much explaining to do and Im told they might be calling me back for a talk. Well, just be prepared to face any consequences.

I can feel the stress building up in not only me but also my family. Everyone is like trying to act fine on e outside but only we know what r we feeling and really going through deep in our heart.. Life is not going to be easy for us anythime soon.

The process is gonna start soon, like next week and I hope we can all pull through, including me.

hell, who can give me some encouragement to strive on. If this is not happening, I would really not mind forgoing the bonus and leave this damm company. At times, wanna let it all out to someone, someone who can listen to me patiently. Need not tell me what to do or console, just listern to me.. but that someone is not anywhere near me.. and I dont really feel comfortable to speak up too..

How I wish every moment in sept is just a nightmare...
Yours Turly, Niko 11:39 AM ♥