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Sunday, May 27
okay, he knows that I lied abt going to ktv with sec sch friends but if I nv lied, how am I able to go.watever but my sms r being ignored. Its gettin me on my nerves alrdy, im starting to lose control. I wanna talk to someone but no one seems to be there. what's e point of saying things like "i'll be there for u" "what r freinds for" when U dont even mean it..
Im so disappointed with these people cos when I need u the most, none of u can be found.
Now in really depressed mood, call me silly or what, but there r alrdy a few lines on my arm.. i scratch them till bleed w/o realising.. somehow im losing my sense of thinking...
if i really mean smething to u, faster call me b4 its too late...I've lost myself.. just dont lose myself I hope
Yours Turly, Niko 12:37 AM ♥


