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Sunday, May 27

Last night Lewis kor was e only one who keep trying to calm me down but its like e more I talk, the more agitated I got...

I got e impulse to take cab down but then my gums still hurt like shit. I dont know what to do.. 50% of my senses alrdy gone. I keep hurting myself, crying and cry till I fall aslp..

e moment I woke up 2day, I sms him twice alrdy.. no response.. Kor told me he's angry still but I doubt so.. I think he's giving up on me.. I hope he doesnt.. cos if he ever does that, I knw, I will give up on myself too..

tell me lah.. what shld I do now to save back e relationship...

Yours Turly, Niko 1:43 PM ♥