& Happy Mother's day ♥
Monday, May 14
12th May 07. ContdMorning was e breakup thing but went out with family still. The bus pasted by St James, n got reminded that was where I first saw him =) Though that night was really wasted, but vividly, I still can remember what happened.
Shopped ard Vivo, nice big mall and few clothings caught my attention but simply just no mood to shop. Not much appetite too. Bought my N73 music edition. By right shld be happy but I felt nth ----------------
Initial plan was to meet up with e girls and go club. Asked kai and didi along but then one was sick and the other was enjoying e night @ MOS. Met up with them @ Bugis and I thought they wanted to go club but then my mind was like so far away that till day, I dont know what happened too :x
They went to e arcade and out of a sudden, really got so depressed that I just wanna be alone. Told Jace that im meeting a friend which actually is not and walked aimlessly and somehow I ended at ESPLANADE. Sitting by e river, thinking alot. So happened that this few teenagers beside me was discussing abt LOVE. Pick up a thing or 2 frm them =)
Then he called me. I told myself not to ans, but I did anyway. Kinda disappointed when I heard that he's outside. He can go out and enjoy while Im stuck here n looking so pitiful =( He came and look for me anyway and ya, I just cry and cry like nobody's business.
I like e way he hug me, e way he wipe my tears, how he can still care when im at fault and at that point, I know I've done a big mistake. I feel so lost w/o him.I rem what Jace said to me, between love and freedom, u gotta sarcrifice one and I chose LOVE, which is him.
Now, its my turn to do my part as a gf =) Every r/s has its ups and downs and I take this as a learning point. To change for e better and not to repeat any mistakes. I guess, Jace and fong will be 2 gd examples for me. I admire these 2 onced so active clubbers can actually change for thir bf and give in.
As for me, kinda hard but I'll try =)
n HAPPY 2ND MTH MY DEAR *muacks*
Yours Turly, Niko 4:03 AM ♥
