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Saturday, May 12

2nd post cos Im feeling really shitty now. Evryone is aslp and I cant talk to anyone. Been 5hrs since I started crying and the tears nv seems to stop.

It's gonna be a big mistake by letting him go but hais, I have my own reasons. Loving a person doesnt means that we have to owe him/her right? ya, I let go cos I dont want to see my loved one stressing about our r/s and me. Though turning 22 this yr, but I know im still wanna "play" I just cant commit myself 100% into a relationship. Feeling wise, im true but its e actions. There's no way that I know how to show him, showed him that I can change.

so let go lor. pain/sad/depressed/watever shit also no choice. U reap what u sow. This time round, I can only blame myself for letting a gd catch go. Someone who's true to me, who treat me gd, who is what I wanna bring to my mum. Yet I complained. I can never be happy and the next guy wont be able to make me feel this way too.

I'll miss him now and always.. till I dont know when.. time is short but Im glad u're onced in my life. U'll stay here always

aiyah fuck all these shits. I bought it upon myself. suffer also myself. I shld be alone.. away from now
Yours Turly, Niko 4:36 AM ♥