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Thursday, March 15

Logged into Whosgoing site and I saw this damm familiar face. Looked thru e bitchings that she received and I know its her. Couldnt really recongnise her thru e pics but then one thing which never change is her smile.


@ that moment, all memories gushed back. Out of e sudden, I recalled how I got to know her thru wholives, how we used to hang out 2gether, stick together and e most beautiful thing is how we can understand each other so well.

Sadly to say, all was lost nt long she got pregnant. She refused contact with us, including me. Totally lost of words at that time but then slowly I accepted the fact that she doesn't want to stay friends with me and others.

Thinking back, lewis words still strongly etched in my mind "bebe was true to you, but r u sure that u're true to her as well?" I guess she did told him something to make him say this to me.

I never know the ans and I'll never will. Maybe I really did something to let her down so much. All I can say is I'm sorry girl =( I can't bring back the friendship anymore but u will and will always stay in my heart.

Guess she's doing well now. Maybe I wont want to join anymore events cos I wont know how to handle it if we ever come face to face. To smile? or to pretend that we never onced know, never onced was close before

I really dont know...

End of post, getting abit moody now
Bebe, I miss you
Yours Turly, Niko 8:47 PM ♥