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Saturday, February 17
Gave Zouk a missed cos im totally drained of energy. Maybe my body is failing cos nowadays I still feel tired regardless of e num of hrs slpt I had and I fall sick every now and then.Yaya, maybe I got some serious illness which I haven dicovered yet or maybe Im getting old. Ha!
CNY coming but I don't have e mood for it just looking forward to my 4days leave. Tts all and maybe e clubbing session on eve's and chu er and ya collectin e ang paos.
Moodswing again.. sigh.. suddenly I miss my 1st bf.. my 1st love.. e first guy I ever want so much even after all these yrs, but then he's happily attached for quite a long time now. Wish u happiness always hur Mr B..

The bear tt will always be my most loved
Life is always like tt isnt it? Gd girls get gd guys while someone like me can only settled for some bastard type bf.
hais.. it's e eve of CNY yet im feeling so emo.
Yours Turly, Niko 12:44 AM ♥


