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Wednesday, February 28

Feeling damm shitty nowdays.

Oversensitive, emotional, hot-tempered, crying over e slightest things...

Hopefully it's becos of PMS and not becos of the BIG D recurring again. *choy*

Finally today my off day. Gonna visit the temple with mummy later on and shopping! Hope it cheers me up @ least for tt lil bit.

And hopefully to be able to meet Ben later in e evening. Tt will cheer me up even more =)

The resemblance between them is too much.. out with No 2 is almost like what I felt when I was with No 1 years back.. sigh.. but then e more I miss him, e more im afraid.. like what I believed, "feelings will only destroyed you"

Anyway, MU will be closing soon. I know I will miss that place when its gone.. gd and bad memories tt onced happened there.. friends that we know thru that place..e gd guys and the bastards I've met there.. e techno...

and I know i wont get to see that someone again.. haiss... I seriously wanna slap myself for thinking abt him even till now.. after all that he had done. E love I had for him was nv onced being appreciated. He stab me frm behind like he nv onced cared. I do feel jealous when he's so swet to his current gf.. even till now...

but then.. I hate him also.. for hurting me so badly.. those who came after him.. r nth but just a companion to me..

I'll never be serious till someone proved me otherwise tt gd guys still exist =)
Yours Turly, Niko 9:38 AM ♥