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Tuesday, December 12

Just got back home not long ago. Ended my midnight shift @ 7++ am.. This whole week im learning cashiering under Francis.

All I can say is, work sucks but sadly for me, there's no turning back. All I can do now is to pray that I get thru all these STRESS smoothly. I WILL BE STRONG no matter what...

Hais, how I missed my days at reservations =(

Had a huge blue black on my knee now cos I accidently hit e table. My waist hurts too cos I knocked e rack...Im just so clumsy and blur!!

Cant wait for my off day this coming wed... Guess will be meeting my x.a.d(if he wants too acc me la)... Regarding my x.a.d, im confused by e words he said n his actions.. I think its like that but yet it doesnt seems that way either.

It getting more n more complicated. Whatever e outcome, just dun let him be like that 2 fcukers I got to know @ MU...

I know that x.ad has been hinting to me lotsa times. I catch e hint but I just refused to do it.. If only he can understand my past. I've tried hard...

I'm holding back just becos I wanna protect myself
Yours Turly, Niko 9:10 AM ♥