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Friday, November 10

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hahaha, got a call from JACE jioing us go watch movie- THE FINAL CALL. Seems interesting to me, so I AGREED immediately. Told me that fong gng to check up timing n so I waited..

No ans then called Jace again and then YC. Conf with fong n then suddenly said not gng cos its her special day with her boy. JACE called in n after like 35mins of TALK, e plan was cancelled.

SIAN DIAO SIA!!

Anyway, Jace told me that her FRIEND read abt my blog and was damm angry that I wrote abt him in e previous entry, calling him chee-hong. ANYWAY, if u're nt guilty abt it, y shld U bother in e first place? U can simply take it as a LITTLE girl sprouting nonsense in her blog. Y SHLD U MIND LIL THINGS LIKE THAT?

N ya, u told JACE "IF she find us c.h, then y still go dbl O with us?" Lol, I wanna laugh.. I WENT THERE COS OF IAN, not you. AS IF I WOULD EVER ...

Anyway, can't imagine that AN ADULT would be pissed of by childish minded girls like me.. ROFL

Then, got online. SOMEONE called me a bitch. WHATEVER LA, maybe im one in e eyes of certain people. WHO cares anyway.. I live my life e way I WANT TO.

Logged into frdster and happened to view zhiwei's profile. Saw one of his pic with someone beside him. N that someone looks damm familiar, so put on my specs and my heart sank.. ya, its him.

Seeing his face was like "oh god, i dunnoe how to describe e feelings in me"

@ e same time on e phone with Melvin n I cried yet AGAIN. Didnt really got e mood to joke liao.. n I wish at that point..

someone would lend me his shoulder
someone would make me smile
someone would hold me close
someone would let me feel safe..

but

that someone is so far far away
Yours Turly, Niko 1:14 AM ♥