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Sunday, November 5

1250pm.. 5th Nov

Here I am blogging instead of preparing for work. Feeling real sucky now and I guess my blog is the only medium for me to vent out watever sadness or feelings inside me.

While ending work last night, the radio was playing that stupid song which MU always played when closing "when will I see you again.. blah blah blah". OKAY! Reminded me of him.. hais

Then headed down to DBL O n meet Ian. Victor n ah gong n dunnoe who was there too. DBL O was fun cos its RETRO night. Anyway, cu;dnt rem much details cos was so high.. but nt drunk lar..

then blah blah blah

5++am, I received a msg from him. I tot i was dreaming but called him up n asked how did my mum ever got his num n stuffs.. then while on e way hm on e cab, I sms-ed him more. Maybe im still abit high thats y I dare to tell him my feelings..

Almost everything that I feel all these while. He told me he's disappointed with me abt that matter. All i know is, i keep crying in e cab, till my whole face was wet..

hais, cos I really miss him alot.. guess now there's only him in my heart..

N I wont forgive myself for dng that "something" last night

-off to work-
Yours Turly, Niko 12:42 PM ♥