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Monday, August 7

Have been thinking abot those matters recently and somehow I got an answer to both, but just couldnt do what im supposed to do.

3months aint easy to come by, esp for someone like me. I seriously treasure everything alot, but seems that the actions isnt being appreciated by the other half. I wonder since I got no means to help u now, will u kick me off? or will u still hold on for this word called LOVE. ha, i woulnd know. Maybe everythign is just a dream from e start just some lesson for me to learn again..

People changes as they grow. What I see in you is when im still an active clubber in those days, soaking in unhealthy environment like Music undergrd. The mindset and everythign back then is totally different. Onced, love to me is nothing. U like me, I like you, than ok la, 2gether lor

hais, sad to say.. i beg to differ now. I wan my guy to be like e following

-Have a stable career earning at least 2k++ per mth
-willing to support family
-at least 3yrs older than me
-knows how to plan and think maturely
-decent looking
-no financial worries

so you see, how can we last together.. the feelings has obviously faded cos its so tiring not only for me, but you too.. yet why do we still hold on? U got e ans urself

yet, u just wun treasure what u're having now

and im too dead to say anything more to you
Yours Turly, Niko 11:05 PM ♥