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Sunday, July 23

This particular superband member has been viewing my profile everytime he's login to friendster. I don't know why too for i dunnoe u and u dunnoe me either. I did even get to see u in real life once. So i dun see any reason for u to keep viewing my profile. U think what, my face will change everytime u login? Funny leh

And that very hateful D monster is back to huant me once again. I wouldnt want it to be e cause of my breakup. I dunwan to push him away but e fucking thing is I dun even get to control wtf am I dng. I get uptight when he doesnt reply my msg n I get paranoid when he turns me down or what WHEN ALL E WHILE I KNOW THAT HE'S WORKING N NO TIME FOR ME

AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

My mood is damm bad recently and in my mind is all abt myself. I care shit abt ppl's feeling and I hate it when im clear-minded. COS I KNOW I'VE HURT MANY PEEPS ARD ME. MY FAMILY, MY BF AND SOME FRIENDS.

I cant think straight and wouldnt know what im doing too.

Pls put an end to everything.

Stop my post for now cos if im to continue, im gonna get offensive
Yours Turly, Niko 9:44 PM ♥