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Thursday, July 27
Fairy god-ma, pls let me have a gd sleep and wake up from this nightmare soon. Plsss will ya do that?My dear,
DO YOU KNOW...
-I totally lost my appetite and sleep ever since that day
-All day long, I get jittery whenever u missed my calls or failed to reply my sms
-I culdnt concentrate in any work that im doing. My mind is full of u, u and still you.
-I had to lied abt something which I didnt want to cos it hurts me
-I had to scrimp and save whatever I have/getting just to help you
-I got no choice to put a hold to my plans first..
-I cried every night for fear of losing you to that HER.
-N e most scary thing is, I may not have e energy to last so long...
All becos is I just can't lose you. Anything Im willing to sacrifice as long is for you and my studies. I wanna us to have a gd future ahead.
Pls stop torturing me already can
Yours Turly, Niko 12:05 AM ♥


