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Wednesday, May 3

I guess fate just like to played a trick on us. All 3 of us(fong, Joey n me) just falled hard respectively. I wonder is 2006 a suay yr for us? maybe.. as all e telling signs r there. sigh

dun wish to think so much. Im glad e medicine helps n i almost forgotten abt *him* n e memories now. I get bk my life n have been making new friends since he left. It's a gd thing actually cos i realised that I lose out alot of beautiful ppl n stuffs when im with him in e past. No freedom, no happiness n no future.. everything was just an illusion. Now i do know whats e definition of life and LOVE. Yep, dun worry friends.. I've grown up n I learnt alot from all these happenings

My only wish now is to settle dowm my attachment thingy, get my diploma n proceed with a degree(hopefully) n ultimately get a comfortable-paying job. Love n setting up a family comes much later.. when only i've settled down my mindset

I still wanna have fun now

Yours Turly, Niko 12:56 AM ♥