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Sunday, April 30

Rush again ytd night, with e same grp again. At least ytd was more fun abit.. more active crowd, bt e crowd was e same old usual ppl lah.. It's like suddenly I saw so many familiar faces.. ya, familiar cos I onced to frequent RUSH. omg! Stupig pighead korkor supposed to go also, bt in e end nv go.. abit sian diao cos like so long nv see him alrdy.. lol

ya, then went to lau pat sat for supper..

A realisation suddenly hit my head.. Im so void of feelings now.. y is tt so??? when I saw fong n Joey cried, I did feel for them.. i did care n stuff.. bt e feelings is much diff now la.. I mean I care as a sista, bt I dun cry along with them.. nt even a single drop of tears.. no longer tt tinge of heartache I used to have whenever they cried infront of me.. Maybe this lesson had changed me to becum hardhearted.. i dunnoe.. bt it just seems so..

Just satisfied with my current life.. having family tt cares, always there for me sistas, great clubbing frens.. just dun wish for any fuckers to come n destroy it once again.. I make sure I destroy u first la

tata
Yours Turly, Niko 7:39 AM ♥