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Sunday, April 16

It looks fine on e outside, as though I almost recovered but deep down inside me.. I know im leading a screwed up life now. Dun ever ask me "r u okay" cos I can give a straight big fat NO as ans.. Im not any bit better.. Im just trying my very hard to act.. but sigh, how long can I go on dng such tings..

anyway, wanna say thanks to u, Hiroshi.. despite whatever lies tt u onced told me, really thanks for looking after me when Im down at mu just now.. Thanks alot.. but sigh, its too late

Yours Turly, Niko 5:41 AM ♥