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Sunday, February 19

Just got back not long ago from Mu+supper. Had a bath n here am I blogging n listerning to songs.. Kinda excited abt later cos Im gonna be gettin a new phone. Haven really decide which model. Shall check it out tml.. all thanks to Starhub cos they sent a $100 voucher to me =)

At ard 9, met up with Fong, elisha and Joey at P.s.. then went to Mu.. aiya, as usual, the regulars r there.. stacey came over after her work. Tot today would be fun cos its like 1week since we really club together till closing, but nv did i expect unhappiness to happened =( Anyway its over n I shall not say much..

Ya, btw.. Hiroshi aka ALEX called me and he tot of coming over to Mu just becos he couldnt find his friends! arghh.. what reason is this mah.. U cant find ur frens then come n find me meh.. as though I wld wan to really accompany u alone.. yucks.. I just didnt know how to turn u down in a nice way.. it's a gd thing he didnt came in e end, if not I really dunnoe what to do..

n this is like one of e rare times tt I c fong sad cos of a guy.. n i repeat, cos of a guy. Such a strong girl wuldnt let a guy bring her down n yet HE almost managed to do it.. Hey, i pei fu u ar! But girl, dun worry.. no matter what, I'll always be supporting you.. I dun care if he's my bf fren or what.. U let her down, I wun show u face. N the same goes to e way u treat my friends.. U dun respect them, i wun ever look up to u too =p Pls show some maturity in you

n he's back with me once again.. arghh.. its like e 3rd time alrdy lor.. n I hope its for real this time. Pls dun let me down again anymore.. I almost cant take it le..

yup.. lastly.. I wanna blog abt my friends..

really didnt know y or isit im too sensitive.. I just feel the gap between us is like gettin bigger.. Its no longer the Elisha, stacey n Joey tt was with me all e while.. suddenly find them cold to me after they got attached n this incident.. haiz, I want things to go back to e way it used to be.. all of us gng out 2gether n having loads of fun.. I do understand if u all need time alone with bf/gf, btu e frenship still maintains rite? I find it hard to confide in u all anymore cos its like no one bothers n care.. esp Joey.. haiz.. I really wan u to sayng me like im ur lil meimei.. sorry if i sound abit kidish here, but tts e way I am! I love my frens n bf to sayang me.. love me n care for me..

~All i wan frm u all is ur zhen xin de love n friendship.. is tt difficult?

A last note:
wanna thanks xiaoyun n selene =) if not for em, I wuldnt have find out what kind of jerk is "hiroshi" Thanks alot
Yours Turly, Niko 6:13 AM ♥