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Wednesday, January 4

Im bored. Woke up at 8.45pm, took a bath n just in time for e 9pm show.
Hiroshi smsed me to apologized for e late reply.
haa, i tot what happened to him.. phew
Told him tt no matter what, i will always be there for him.. as a friend lah..

watch tv till 12++?? came online n saw Benjamin[e one i onced LOVED so much guy] online.
chatted abit with him, though glad to c him so happy with his girl now.. i still feel something..
sme kinda jealousy. sigh..
I wonder if we then didnt let go so fast...
what would our future be..
maybe still together now..maybe not..
It's been like 3yrs++ since we parted, but i admit i still think of him now n then..
He's e only one tht can make me feel this way..

still remembering how i got to know him..
tt time i was in sec 4, aged 16.. young n innocent
n this st hilda's guy[him] attracts me so much tt i tried taking e same bus as him to sch everyday
carries on for long long time, but dun dare to approach him
I even felt as though im sme stalker or what...
when im in sec 5,while studying @ bedok res mac with gengling[then best-fren] 1 day
I saw him there with his fren n so coincidence that his fren is gl's pri sch fren
n thus we got introduced to each other *shy*
got to know each other n he asked me to be his gf
I agreed..
I bought him a wallet from wallet shop that cost me ard $45 *heart pain* cos it was my first ever so expensive gift to someone. Hey, i was a student then so $45 is like alot aloooooot to me k


He gave me this Pooh bear *hugs, till now still on my bed*

But sad case is, he told me his wallet got lost while playing bball last yr..
sad sia, cos he last yr then take out n use de..
Anyway, stories goes on n we broke up on e Lantern festival 2002


we r so innocent then rite
Yours Turly, Niko 1:54 AM ♥