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Saturday, December 3

To [you], sorry if U mind that i used ur layout. I doubt u will need ur blog anymore, so I just deleted it away. As for me using ur layout, itz just tt i wanna rem [you]. Not the bad memories, but the sweet n memorable ones :)

I cant deny that I feel nothing at all. Deep down inside me, my heart is aching. It hurts to da core. I alrdy tried my very best not to drop any tears. Infact, i nearly did this very early morning when im all alone in my rm, but luckily. .. someone saved me. Thanks to tt someone.. lets tok a lil more abt him

Ok, He's Calvin[Tsubasa]. 18yrs old yet MATURED thinking. Half Japanese. Knew him thru friendster. I wanna thanks him cos he was there for me, even though we dunnoe each other long n well enough.. He took e effort to make me smile, cracking silly jokes, diverting my attention away n even smsing me thruout. He did much more than even my FRIENDS. I wonder where e hell r my friends. Guess they dun bother too.. Oh well, who cares.. I might jolly well be alone. sometimes i wonder what r friends for.. haha..

I've made a pact with myself. TREAT ALL FRIENDS[be it close, acquaintances,classmates or even sista] EQUAL. From now on, all of u r just FRIENDS. NOTHING MORE BUT FRIENDS.
FAMILY is ALWAYS 1st
BOyFRIEND 2ND[ if i do haf in da future]
FRIENDS 3RD..

ALL OF YOU SHALL BE EQUAL IN MY HEART.

I DUN CARE WHAT THE FUCK YOU GUYS THINK. I SHALL LIVE MY OWN LIFE N DO WHAT I DEEM FIT. NOT HAPPY?? FUCK OFF THEN
Yours Turly, Niko 8:27 PM ♥