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Tuesday, November 22
skipped school today. didn't know y i just dun haf da mood to attend lesson. I know that i only have like one more semester to go b4 my 1 year attachment.. but i really haf a lot of fear inside me.. like,1. Not able to graduate
2. GPA less than 2
3. Not able to get my diploma
4.No hotel will wan due to my bad records
if only, people around me will be more understanding, give me more time n space. Maybe i shld defer my studies? I dunnoe. really dun have any idea what to do. I'm just afraid to walk ahead cos if i nv choose e right step, i knew i will fall badly. Real bad. succkss man
school really sucks to da core. I though manage to pass my test, but it's not enough. I hate doing projects, i hate the teacher n i hate my classmates. SHATEC ppl really sucks.
If only you all could put urself in my shoes. Understand me, feel me and know me. I only wish.. dun judge me by listerning to others. I'm not what they describe n pls dun tok things abt me esp the untrue stuffs infront of my mum. I hate it, but im just too lazy to justify it. I know myself n tts enough.
currently waiting for 2 job interview. Hope i will get the job. At least with some savings n money, i need not be afraid of anything
Yours Turly, Niko 1:31 PM ♥
