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& ♥

Sunday, October 30

deleted some of e previous post cos i dunwan to be reminded of this [D+m] episodes.
simply amusing that so much can happened within 1(one) week.
maybe, some ppl will dislike me now,
but i dun care less.
This is my life, my happiness
and i shall deemed fir do whatever i think benefits me e most.
call me selfish, heartless or even a bitch/flirt.
i wun be bothered
as for donovan,
i ended nt b'cos i got no feelings for him.
admit tt he's such a dear bf,
someone whom i can feel his true feelins for me
but sometimes doesnt mean tt e both of u love each other n he being good is strong enuff to stay together.
other factors affect a r/s too.
for mine, i mind tt he's frm syh.
keep telling me abt tt kind of stuffs.
excuse me, it doesnt interest me one bit at all.
our personalities, thinking and da ways of dng things differ lots too
i didnt know how to commit n maintain a stable r/s
so i choose to let go.
it hurts k
dun think i haf e face to see him again,
esp at rush

Yours Turly, Niko 3:07 AM ♥