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Friday, April 1

Sad thurs

Today abit no mood.. cos yw n i.. arghh dun tok abt it anymore.. Its over.. n I hope there wun be a 2nd time.. It really hurts

Meet huixian n guaikai at orchard.. then went wtm n meet Jace.. haiz.. There's a few guys sitting diagonally opp us.. 1 of them(yandao) attracted us.. he was drinkin beer n suddenly sobbing away.. saw his fren consoling him.. haiz.. guess it gotta do with love again.. hard to see a guy cry in public.. Y loving someone is so diff..

Slack awhile.. n went arcade to find xiaofong n armygurl.. went back wtm again.. armygurl fren came n send us hme..

Sat gng rush.. with Jace.. xiaofong..Jessica.. who else? not sure yet..

Now its 2.20am.. 1st April 2005...

1yr ago, Lewis n i got together.. haiz.. suddenly I miss him so much.. din contact him recently.. wonder how is he? is he dng fine? or has he found someone new.. I simply miss him too much.. haiz guess im wrong afterall.. No one can really replace him in my heart... He shall always stand strongly there.. haiz.. if only.. then will be celebrating 1yr ann today.. guess no fate bah.. =~~(

Yours Turly, Niko 2:14 AM ♥