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Wednesday, March 16
Oh well, I still find things going downhill.. Everything just seems to be working opposite what I wan.. Freakin fud up that I cant get what I want..My schlife suckz xtremely to the core I tell ya.. Got 2nd warning letter[High demerit points], results slacking n I just cant frekin get myself up in da morning no matter how early i slept the nite b4..
Friends.. STill ok.. ya.. doesn't feel close to any now.. Or maybe itz my prob? I kinda anti-social these days.. Tts me.. I wan ppl coming to me n not the other way.. aRghH.. Girl with attitude
Love? haaa.. What a nice one.. The one I really want, is so distant from me now.. I cant sense his presence anymore..
Old flame is coming back.. He got a car, his diploma[On da way to deg], a nice personality.. but I cant accept.. he can give me a comfortable life.. but the feeling is juz not rite.. Sorry ya..
Practical cooking test todays was like shitt! The chicken was burned, Spaghetti tasteless.. simply unedible.. I wanna grilled Marmik! Thank God, no more cooking lesson.. I just hate the kitchen.. not a place for me.. Anyway, dun think i have the chance to cook what I planned for earlier.. People may not need to appreciate my cooking now..
I shall leave it to my next special one =) *winkx* My baby
Yours Turly, Niko 12:05 AM ♥
