& Merry Christmas!! ♥
Saturday, December 25
Yozz, Its christmas day and here I am again.. Well. hope all of my friends enjoyed this day =)Hmm, how did i spend this day? nth much actually.. Went to Rush with ALvin, his friends, Evelyn and Ivan.. dance n drink all night long.. till we wrere HIGH.. ya.. really had a great time.. the people are friendly, the music is great! They even played my fav techno [When i closed my eyes] twice.. I love this song cos it simple remind me of him.. incase u all are wondering who is Him? he's the guy I loved the most and till now i still hope for him to come back and never go.. but sighzz, what to do.. haiz gotta wait fot the right time then.. k back to Rush, when i was somehow high on drink, i thought i saw him.. but it was just my hallucination.. He wont ever stepped into as what he say "Place for ah bengs n lians only".. Suddenly, my mind was full of memories abt him.. the sweet sms, the cute face, the chats, the quarrel.. n eventually the broke-up and i culdnt stopped my tears frm rolling down.. gd thing is no one noticed cos they r busy dancing!
I'm wondering now, why do couples in love got to break up ar? Can't the love they shared so deeply withstand such lil' things mah.. I really miss him alot, i cried whenever i think of him..I listern to all the songs he send to me.. I even carry his pic wherever i go.. He's forever on my mind.. I've never felt so much for a person b4.. but yet, i nv changed for him.. haizz.. am i being foolish, to let him go.. or should I go for what i wan..
Specially for a friend, Xavier.. can see from ur profile that u still hoping to be with her again.. Just go for it n win her back.. Do not give up.. U r such a nice guy n im sure u will get her someday.. but just press on.. cos im in the situation too, so i dun wish to see any of my friends to be down like me.. Don't worry, she'll be urs one day.. [P/s, That time when i told u I L*ke u, pls err dun think abt it cos it's not true.. I nv felt tt way.. I was trying to.. haiz.. nvm.. anyway u r always my firnd] T/c.. hope to meet up soon =)
Yours Turly, Niko 6:13 PM ♥
